So comes the question of going on disability and try school full time or to try and work, go to school part and manage my mental illness. I wish I could handle work full time and school full time and kids full time but there just isn't enough time in a week. Money is tight and will stay that way for a while. I just have to figure something out. The estranged spouse wants me to consider moving back to the city and living together...not sure about being together...financially it would help. Sanity wise, well, I just don't know. There were/are a lot of changes that need to happen before we can live together again. We have a child together and I would love to see it work out for that reason, but a lot of other major issues need to be addressed first. So as for now, that isn't even an option. I could stay right where I am in the small town where my middle child's other parent is--where we are now, but I can't swing tuition here and there are better mental health resources available in the city. I'm pretty much sold on going back to the city, it's just a matter of when and how. We left our life there because I was afraid I couldn't make it, and hell, I'm still afraid I can't make it. I think it's time I pick up the pieces and get our family back in shape and on our own.
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