Maybe this blog will help with the wonderful symptom I like to call the coke bottle effect. Maybe somebody will stumble upon it and find some morsel that will do them a little good. I hope nothing here triggers anything for you. I try to keep the details of my traumas to myself. When I have time to sit down and mess with the page I will put disclaimers and all that kind of stuff. If you know me, please refrain from mentioning my name or location or personal stuff.
That is out of the way now.
I was going to refrain from getting highly emotional, but I AM highly emotional.
Today was difficult. My father, for unknown reasons has decided to cut ties to his children. I'm in a swim after that one. Why now? He was the last family member I am in touch with other than a sister who shares my traumas and disorders. I have questioned how healthy our relationship is but never saw it as unhealthy until tonight. It hurts so badly and I feel so much rage. I keep calling and he doesn't answer. How can he just chose to walk out on us as adults? Yay! Another traumatic event to add to the year of my life. Hmmph.
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