What a roller coaster detoxing from these meds is. I'm going through my motions at home but I am aloof. I can't really put together the last few days. I had a couple of errands to run with others and I stayed in the car when it was possible. I didn't want to go anywhere. I have been nauseous all day. I'm definitely not myself. If it wasn't for the kids I would probably be staring out the window or driving til I couldn't drive any more. (One of my mostly impulsive dissociative ways of coping, sometimes planned to clear my head). I think that is part of what's racking my brain...I have so many strong impulses right now and its taking everything I have to not act on them. I have to keep up for the kids. They really do keep me going.
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